I wish to be involved in all things at all times. How can I accomplish this when I find it a chore to merely go to work? Ok, so I don't literally mean all things and all times (time being an illusion in the first place.) I just want all the people I like to see to be in one place or in the same vicinity so I can socialize with them all at once and/or with great ease. Two birds, one stone, as it were. Perhaps the problem is that I am essentially lazy and want things to be accomplished in a simple manner.
Also, I must get used to being on the back burner. I've always said (since I was about 15) that I don't really need to be famous and wildly recognized, I would just like to participate in something grand. However, every time something I've participated in gets recognition and I myself do not, I feel looked over. Quite the conundrum I suppose, the human psyche is mysterious.
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